Why I hate apologies.

[A Former User]

I’ve been said “sorry” to, too many times. My mother apologized for me being mentally destroyed, then destroyed me some more. My brother said sorry yet brought me to near death afterwards. My dad said sorry yet he’s tried to leave many times after. My ex said sorry yet hurt me worse and made me feel worthless after. My friends betrayed me yet never said sorry, and I thank them for that. At least they won’t apologize if they don’t mean it. I hear sorry way to fucking often, and I hate apologies unless they’re real. Too many times have people come into my life, destroy what they can find, and leave me to end up attempting to never see the light of day again. I can’t fully trust men for fear I might be sexualized, I can’t trust my mother for fear I might be turned away, abused by her narcissistic ways, I can’t trust my friends for fear they’ll turn on me, hurting me physically and mentally, and I can’t trust people, when they say they’re sorry, yet never fucking fix or try to fix the ever standing, irreversible damage they have inflicted on a once innocent, naive, kind, friendly open little boy, who would do anything for anyone yet got abused for years and years and is still being abused by the power people think they have over him. I am that boy. I can’t trust sorrys or apologies.

[A Former User]

@Cyx oof, I feel bad

[rei]

[A Former User]

I hate them to. So many people tell me they are sorry over and over and over. I have grown up to people losing my trust, then saying sorry and thinking everything will be okay. A simple word won’t make everything better. Thats why I hate them to. And anyone who Is on MPPC and says sorry to me or they “feel bad” I know it’s just a simple lie. No one is sorry for doing it. They are sorry they got caught.

[A Former User]

@Burger me when… Me when you 🥺

[rei]

@Cyx me when uhhh uhh

[finn.in.outer.space.]

yeah. then people try to force you to accept them and if you dont then youre wrong. apologies are so fake bc 95% of the time people do the same shit again.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@maybenot-finneas its always “oh but they apologized when they didnt have to” but sometimes you dont even hold the grudge anymore youre just not ready to forgive them for the hell theey put you through for they put you through. or people say “oh but they deserve a second chsnce” when they know damn well this isnt their second chance bc we’ve been through this shit before

[A Former User]