im done so this is what's going to happen.
-
hello. im sorry if im wasting your time here but kinda need to vent i guess. i know that i said i wouldnt bc i now fucking hate it. i got people coming sideways towards me about simply making a post to share what the fuck im feeling and saying that im wrong for it. but this is about me so just wanted to let you guy’s know.
im changing myself. im going to not care if no one likes me anymore. right now i care if people dont give two fucks about me but im to the point where if you hate me i will make your life a living hell and wont give two fucks about it. i was like this before and now people have gotten me to that point once again. when i was like this it was worse. i changed my name, i let out all my bad inner demons out, i hurt literally everyone that came in my way, and i made a lot of regrets then but now im to that point again. im tired of people saying they care and then the next minute they dont and never fucking thanks for me at least trying to help them when they needed it. im done getting used by people just for attention. im done getting hated for whatever reason. and im really getting tired of the “pls dont kill yourself i need you.” you dont need me. nobody does. if you really needed me then why is it that when im upset you make it seem like you just wanted to fucking treat me like shit bc now your better? why is it that you think its fucking okay to put me down just for your dumbass satisfaction. im tired of people’s shit. i already have a lot going on and so do you guy’s so im not making a post just to be like “wElL i HaVe MoRe pRoBlEmS tHaN yOu, GiVe mE aLl ThE aTtEnTiOn” bc thats not the case here. im just tired of everything so im changing myself to maybe try and make people like me and not treat me like shit or lie to me.
thank you for reading if you did. just wanted to let you guys know.
-
@xay-is-hot-duh hi
-
I’m gonna be honest. This post made me sad. You are the type of person to try to make someone happy. To put someones happiness before your own. And people just act like you do nothing. You shouldn’t be having to change yourself from people being so rude. If they don’t understand how amazing you are right now, they will once they lose you. And everyone Is going thru things. Yea. But not everything is going thru the same thing. No matter what, you always try to help people. But now, people need to start helping you. I’m sorry, Rylie. I really am. You don’t deserve this. You deserve much more. You have always helped me when I needed It. Always. And I hope one day you can get what you deserve.
-
@1zzylmao this made me cry… im speechless rn bc I honestly thought you hated me… when I’m not so upset ill give a better response than just this but yea.
When I made this post it was me but it also wasn’t me. I have inner demons that soon proceed to show themselves when ive been hurt so many times and I think that’s what happened when I made this so I remember it but then i don’t if that makes sense. -
@Expunged2 hello. :]
-
@xay-is-hot-duh hi
