Today's been really hard
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I rode my ankle, my muscles are sore because I had to do 200 push ups, someone I was really close with an elementary school committees suicide and I just found out, like today is really kicking my ass
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu Oh no! I hope your alright, Try lock yourself in your room and get some rest, its good for you.
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu I can tell that pain, But surely enough itll heal!
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I am trying my hardest not to break down into tears right now because I am really really trying to pretend I’m okay for everybody else around me and it’s not working
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When all I am is a liar because I’m a mentally unstable mess
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And the only person that I was comfortable being a mess with just left MPCC so
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@Serco915 Personally, Im not sure if isolation is really the key but I get what you’re saying. Me time is a good thing but locking yourself in a room sounds a little harsh lol
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu Breaking down and not ignoring the feelings at hand is better than feeling like you have to be “strong.” Whatever you define strong as, anyways. I was just listening to a talk today about how people these days don’t give themselves time to process their feelings. I think you should do an activity where you can think about things rather pretend everything’s fine. That’s kind of gaslighting yourself, yknow.
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I think I finally broke
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I just had like a 5 minute breakdown
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu I feel so bad :(
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu you deserve rep :)
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu said in Today’s been really hard:
When all I am is a liar because I’m a mentally unstable mess
Not showing that you’re mentally unstable doesn’t make you a liar. It makes you normal.
