i dont.. i dont know what to do...

[A Former User]

my friend connor came to me and asked me if he could ask me a question so i said sure and… and he asked me if i knew what the suicide hotline is so i asked why and he said “because my last attempt didn’t go well and I’m considering trying again.” and he lives in California so i quickly looked up what the number was in California and i told him and he said “thank you so much. It really, really means a lot Rylie.” like… what do i do…? i feel like such a failure bc i should have been there for him more and if he ends up killing himself its my fault… i dont know what to do other than to cry and keep trying to tell myself that hes going to be okay…
suicide isnt funny. dont fake it and dont just tell people “oh i cut how funny is that” bc its not funny. losing yourself or losing someone that means a lot to you from suicide isnt funny or cool. it fucking sucks. suicide is one of the top things that honestly could kill someone from a broken heart. it hurts… if any of you need to talk to someone pls go to someone you can trust or call for help man. this shit fucking hurts…

[A Former User]

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ I know it hurts and I know it’s scary, but you have to and I mean you have to stop blaming yourself for someone else not coming to you or not being able to help them out. You have to stop blaming yourself because it’s not gonna make you feel better in these terrifying situations, it is not your fault Rylie. Not at all please… I know it’s scary, hell I used to be there so many times and it was fucking terrifying, I thought it was my fault too and that maybe I really was a failure for letting them get to that point or trying to escape but I realized it wasn’t because I realized I’m not the cause and I was trying the best I could to help them. In the end you’re just a kid so all you can do is try to get outside help from maybe calling a professional or maybe just being there. I am so sorry that you have to experience this and I am so sorry that your friend is going through this… Just make sure they know that they aren’t alone. I’m so sorry, Rylie.

[A Former User]

@JeffMyBeloved im really trying not to blame myself… hes offline and its honestly really scaring me… i know that im just human so i can only do so much but it hurts. this isnt the first time ive lost someone like this and thats so upsetting… im just really scared and idk what to do anymore…

[A Former User]

Rylie, you did as much as you could as a friend. Just be supportive. There’s, unfortunately, not much you can do about it.

[A Former User]

@marvie229 hes offline… he hasnt answered me since 10:10 and its 11:08 for me now…

[A Former User]

@marvie229 i dont know what to do…

[A Former User]

@marvie229 i wish i could do more… this hurts a lot…

[A Former User]

I’d be concerned, and it really is sad you can’t do anything about it other than wait; be as supportive as you can. Although I said that already.