Fireworks. A song I made dedicated to my brothers abuse.
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When the lava pours in
And your heart turns cold
Does your head start to spin
From the shit you can’t let go
Did I finally win…?
Or are you silent though
Your gasoline gaslighting firework blows
Im beeping like a time bomb till it blowsWhen the fire on the stove
Starts growing strong
Do you back away stop your instigating and
Admit you’re wrong?
Did you finally win?
Because you’re silent so
Your gasoline gaslighting firework blows
I’m beeping like a time bomb till it blowsAre the lies all worth the attention you get
Even though I’m still here lying in your shit
And are the smiles and the stares and the laughs so loud till I’m bolting out the barn in the tall grass crowd
Are your yells and your screams breaking my own ears no no no I can’t let you win
Because I’m so done with the pain I’ve run through to get just to where I am…When the thunder bolts break…
Through the quiet night
Does your mouth go numb
And do your eyes ignite?
See the blood pouring out of the cracks
And that’s when you stop
Your gasoline gaslighting firework blowed…
Now my skin is the cardboard wrapping disposeWhen the packaged up ruins
Hit the campsite lake
You scream and shout
You know it’s all too late
Oh you finally won…
But I’m silent now
Your gasoline gaslighting firework blowed
I’m stuck in the maze and nowhere to goAre the lies all worth the attention you get
Even though I’m still here lying in your shit
And are the smiles and the stares and the laughs so loud till I’m bolting out the barn in the tall grass crowd
Are your yells and your screams breaking my own ears no no no I can’t let you win
Because I’m so done with the pain I’ve run through to get just to where I am…Hammer those nails into the wood…
Don’t be scared when you know that I would have never
Your words like knives inside my tree stump
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@JeffMyBeloved ALSO AMAZING SONG LAD
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@Serco915 thank you ♥️♥️
