I made a song cause I wanted to try something new (the piano is what makes it new, but I haven't recorded yet(

[A Former User]

We sit by the alcohol in the cabinets
Drinking till we’re over the counter
A dirty little deed over here and there

A ton of bricks are weighing on my back
You throw me, to the wall and I can’t own myself
I’m all you ever wanted now

A tired glance from your car door window
A bruise on the side of my shoulder
A million things I should’ve said and done
And now I think I should run?

And it burns
The ashes from your cigarette flame
The icy cold stare you gave me
Baby don’t you turn on me now
All it does
Is make the fire inside thrash
A shit eating grin is all I can ever know
As you turn your back on me now

I feel your palms laid on my neck
A bead of spit rolling down my chest
“Shut your mouth” yeah I’ll just play dead

Take me away into your playhouse
Full of nails and screws and cells
I’m feeling restless today as always

Intoxicate my mind with your liquor breath
That stings on my delicate skin
Always your words like knives that really sink in

And it burns
The ashes from your cigarette flame
The icy cold stare you gave me
Baby don’t you turn on me now
All it does
Is make the fire inside thrash
A shit eating grin is all I can ever know
As you turn your back on me now