Vent in song form

[A Former User]

Who do I go to when I’m all alone
Scared of being found out
Who did I come to, whenever you know
Now I never want to
Hold off on all the apologies I’m trying to speak.
You scared and scarred me to death all you did was repeat
How do I repair
How can I make way
So many secrets
And you’ll never say
Was I bad?
Was I mean…?
Where was the trust in me
Was I fucked?
Or cruel or vile
Where was the harm hugs promised
Still hurt that I had to find out cause I saw it…

Got a boy he’s a lover he’s a sweetheart
He found a girl found his love god it kicked off
He broke down she found herself almost dead
How can he breathe after a memory repeated again…

Got a women she’s a mother got 3 whole kids
Little girl walked in she saw blood drippin
She was shakin at the stairwell had all her tears falling
How can she breathe after a memory repeated…

I caught her fucking heart in a lock box keep it right by my side
Wait till her black and sunken eyes look directly inside

I did something fucked up again…
I messed my life up.
Went back to my old habits
And can’t just clean up.
Could you just come online and tell me how I’m wrong?
I’ll listen more if you just say I’m wrong…