Vent I guess lol. (Tw)

[A Former User]

It’s like I can feel his voice In my ears…
A curse has come back so I fear
A pain so familiar I need it badly now
On my knees begging, you’re finally here

And what’s it for to torture myself?
A hell I’ve never escaped, fallen into again
I’ve been silenced by those who said they would help
And now I’m relapsing over some dumb shit again

As he lays his kiss on me, a night of devilish deeds I see before me
As he opens my eyes, opens my flower pod, I let him control my body
I don’t care for myself anymore so this is all fine and dandy to me
Why should I care? What good what it do for me to actually care again
I just want your beautiful blades to touch my skin again, you gorgeous demon.