Alone Now

[A Former User]

I can see, everyone surrounding me again

It’s like a dream, like a bad dream a nightmare in my head

All their eyes, watch over my head whispering

I’ll survive, I’m always fine but why do I feel scared now?

It’s like every year, I start over and repeat
Every other day, this feeling I can’t shake I’m all alone

Someone save me

I have fear in my eyes in my heart in my lungs
Breathing terror like a dragon breathes anger, fire
I have nothing left to live for or so I think
I’m all alone now, on my own now

I can see, the stars align tonight perfectly

It’s like a dream, our bond separates like my skin

I’ll dig my teeth, into your neck and drain your life I always do (all alone now)

I’ll survive I’m always fine and fucking happy,
Don’t think I’ll be brought from this misery, misery

My insides turn as everyone leaves, their eyes still standing directly on me, my skin peels off all I am goes to waste, a cursed world, my mind a cursed place…

I have fear in my eyes in my heart in my lungs
Breathing terror like a dragon breathes anger, fire
I have nothing left to live for or so I think
I’m all alone now, on my own now
I have blood in my mouth on my hands its warm
I’ve killed all I’ve ever loved, killed all I’ve ever known
I don’t feel bad because it’s me I am the slaughtered
Like a pig up on a stick above the fire

I’m left to die, left to bleed, left to hinder
I’m all alone, all alone, I let it simmer
Inside my system as the blood boils under
I’m all alone, all alone, I’m on my own now.