Me cuz I'm a people pleaser
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I just can’t not do what people would need most. I have to be there to live up to their expectations. No matter how hard it is for me, I don’t care. Its the reason I stayed in my past relationship, all I wanted was to make her happy and help her yet I couldn’t. And I couldn’t deal with it so I broke down every single day. And now, because of all the scarring, I can’t do what I need because I fear of disappointing others. But I’m never enough. I never do enough, I never am enough, I never will be enough. And it sucks. I want to be the greatest, gosh I do. I know that’ll never happen but I just wanna be better. I hate myself for the breakup, I still feel like it’s all my fault. I feel like I failed her. I just wanna make sure that everyone’s happy, and that everyones okay… I cry at the thought of hurting those I love regardless how many times they’ve broken me down too.
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@Cyx Mhm u sure are