Hello. [Vent] [TW: Child Abuse, Suicide]
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So, Last night i was hungry and thirsty, i ate but 6 hours in, i was hungry again and then ate again, i got yelled at and told to sleep. My sister and i watch some Oddballs and then when we go to sleep, I play with my hair and my sister takes my comb and stabs me repeatedly with it. I was screaming and crying silently [PS. I Couldn’t Cry Because I Lost My Voice Earlier again] So When I Could Cry Now, She stabbed me again That’s When I Had A Heart Attack, I Couldn’t Breathe, cry, or even Lay down i was trying to do the help signal the tuck ur thumb and fingers down but she stabbed me again and yelled at me, she called our mom and she told me to sleep, also saying “i won’t hurt you.” repeatedly, and when i try and lay down, she punches me in my good eye, like she punched my eye bone. THE EYE BONE. THE ACTUAL EYE BONE, and it left a mark and she told me to shut up, I CANT YOU HURT MY EYE BONE! then she twisted my waist like i was some sort of rope you tie into a knot. And She punched me again and she yelled at me telling me to shut up, and so i quieted down my crying and when she left, i cried and my sister punched me again repeatedly saying “SHUT UP! WE ALREADY HAVE TO DEAL WITH (2 year old sister’s name) CRYING! SHUT UP!!” and she went to sleep with our brother but he said no so she ended up sleeping with me as usual. I can’t wait to lock my door. Late at night while everyone was sleeping, i was trying to drown myself but then i said no and i tried to stab myself but then i didn’t and hoped i slept and had that slept and never woke up death cuz it’s peaceful. Thanks for reading and ty for wasting your time on me. :)
Edit: I might go offline so ye. -
Maybe the ignorant bitch wouldn’t have to deal with your crying if she’d stop making you cry. Some living birth defects clearly don’t have common sense. Personally, if I were you, I’d beat the shit out of her. Sorry that this isn’t helpful, I respond to these things rather aggressively.
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And now that I’ve finished reading it… She had the gall to fall asleep in the same room as you and feel safe? What a goof.
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I’m glad my sister wasn’t like this. We got along very nicely, but this bitch over here is just throwing the “getting along” out the window.
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@Sen It’s alright, it’s just
that if i put my hands on her(my sister if u mean), she’ll put her hands on me but harder and then tell our mom that i put my hands on her and this’ll happen again.
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@Sen Agreed.
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@A38 The only day we got along: “my birthday and halloween.”
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Personally, I’m down to choke a bum in their sleep. Just saying.
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@Sen Bro me too.
