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i came home and barely made it through the door before i had a breakdown because today is kicking my ass bro ngl. i couldnโt focus in class, i had a breakdown during lunch instead of eating, iโve been unstable all day. i canโt get my grandma off my mind, then i tried talking during 4th period and my friend goes โummm can you stop repeating yourself over and overโ weโve been friends for 2 years and she knows when im nervous or upset i talk in circles a lot and im so insecure about it. my mom picked me up and she hugged me for a long time, like a really long time. because i was fucking bawling man. like i didnโt sleep, i couldnโt focus. i havenโt slept since i had this really vivid nightmare-flashback thing. itโs hard for me to eat, i have no appetite. im getting put back on the heavier dosage of anti-depressants, my moms making me take them. i just need a break from everything right now. like i just want to rant for hours about my music because it makes me happy so if you wanna listen, do so at your own risk.
felt like iโd explain why i may seem off.
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@finneass Iโm sorry youโre not feeling the best as of today, and I hope that things get better for you!
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like she deadass ruined venting for me and i dont even wanna do it anymore and my therapist has a date tonight so i canโt talk to her. so im stuck like this until tomorrow.
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๐๐ช๐ท๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฝ Thanks Bandito :)))
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@finneass nah man np if you want to talk to me we can always DM about it
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@finneass
Iโm sorry your having to go through that.
lay down and taking a nap I found relieves stress
Btw
lemme listen to your music
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Rockwell B1 Lancer BETTTT i got a list of songs for you brodie
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@finneass Ighh
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@finneass anti depressants ?
I have never taken those
i need to get some
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Rockwell B1 Lancer I guess iโve been too busy for themโฆ
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Rockwell B1 Lancer yeah iโve been on them, i got taken off for like 3 weeks and now i have to go back
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@finneass shii I need to get on themโฆ
all these years Iโve heard of them but never bothered to get on them
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Rockwell B1 Lancer i go to a psychiatrist so iโve been on them
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@finneass I canโt deal with a therapist and all thatโฆ
I hate when people ask me so many questions - makes me feel uncomfortable
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Rockwell B1 Lancer i hate it but she helps a lot
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@finneass I hope that things get better for you!
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@finneass Oh man, that is sad. Iโm sorry about your friend saying that to you. Yknow, I was listening to a talk from a therapist, and she says most of her clients talk about the same things over and over. And she said that sometimes you have to talk about it 100 times to get it out of your system and move on. If your friend is concerned about you moving on from what youโre going through, she definitely could have been nicer about it, like offer to help you get through your situation.
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