Holding You Back. - Song I wrote.

[A Former User]

You come back and I’m a wreck
I talk to you and you listen quietly
A tear dolls down and I panic
But you tell me to stop, that you’re here for me

A trauma response to your pain
and I’m terrified again
I’m scared I’m holding you back

I’ll be just fine Just let it pass
not like this forever but it lasts so long
I wanna tell you everything but I’m scared.

So I’ll tell you, I’m healed all the way
I hate that look of sadness on your face
I’ll say it’s nothing, and that I’m okay
Cause I can’t stand that pained look on your face
For you to not worry
Would be just bliss to me
So I’ll say I’m fine I’m okay
I hate to see that look on your face