And school is making it worse

[A Former User]

I hate PE because I hate the games we play in there.
The games we play in PE are participation grades and if I don’t play the games I get a 0 and fail for the day.
But I hate it because my teacher doesn’t even make it any better.
She always has to go and say out loud that I’m gonna get a 0.

Lady, I know. It’s not something you need to say. We both know.
You can email me. You can come over here and whisper with me about it or at least not yell it out for the whole class to hear.
I know they know too. But you just let everybody look over at me and laugh about the fact I’m being yelled at.

And the worst thing is…
The nicest teacher is always the teacher right next to yours that you don’t have but all your friends do and talk to you about all the time about how wonderful he or she is.

Ms. Holly, the second gym teacher for sophomores, walked up to me, who was sitting on the bleachers as I always do. She didn’t try making me feel bad. She told me that one day I’d probably surprise them and start playing a game. She spoke in a soft voice, she smiled at me; she’s just so sweet. I don’t ever really see her outside of gym or really look at her in general but I’ve never seen her smile at a student before. She always just seemed so strict.
She’s telling me I could at least keep score of the game for her, to which I agreed to, but my teacher, Ms. Freeman, wouldn’t even let me and was saying I can’t do that and she’d do it instead because I have to “earn that right.”

She won’t even let me do something else to get a grade. She just wants to force me to do what I obviously don’t want to do.

I heard a few students laugh at me over it too. I don’t feel good.

[A Former User]

And it’s embarrassing that I’m crying right now in class. I hate this.

[A Former User]

She’s literally standing a few feet away from me and talking about me to 3 other irrelevant students about me and how I don’t do anything and how I’m going to fail.
I don’t even bother anybody, I’m just trying to mind my business.
I’ve had bad teachers before but I really just don’t know what to say about this anymore she’s just fucking mean.