Lived in Colombia for a few years, moved to Florida with the now ex-husband Orlin. Gradually this relationship crashed down, leaving me with nothing but the annoyance Orlin came to be. We used to be so happy together - having him in the Mukbang videos was a treat, but that came to rest. He blames me for his current situation. He's right. I apologize every day, wishing that I could go back in time and make a change for the better.
If this feels relatable in any way, know that it's not too late. Know that whatever change you make can alter the difference between joy and sadness - in this case, life or death. I admit I do have mental episodes on camera as you've seen, and honestly I feel bad for Orlin, and you all, having to see me like that. I still love him, and I'd do anything to make him happy.
An impostor you may think, but I'll let down two possibilities: Nikocado Avocado or an encouraging spirit, an anonymous being - someone who's aware of my situation, and is concerned about my health, as my subscribers are, more than my content. It looks like I'm making myself an important figure, but the key to living a great life is your health, and everyone should be striving to fulfill that.
The constant attention of being portrayed as a meme is the only attention. I get humored by it every now and then, but it gets old. But that's what keeps my socials alive - crying like a baby and stuffing myself with fast food until my over dramatic self gets startled by the most minuscule of problems. Then the memes are born. I don't mind anymore.
I decided to join this community, to at least make some close friends that I can talk to, and to feel comfortable. Not just that, but I used to play piano - violin I made more prevalent on my socials, possibly creating the stereotype of an "only violinist" if you will. Music means something to me now, as it used to years ago. Since the only keyboard I have is electric, I decided to hook it up to virtual ones on the internet. I discovered the multiplayer side of it all, and now here I am. Thank you, guys. I hope I can make this something to remember.
Nikocado/Loving spirit.

❤️ Much sorrow for my homeland, Ukraine. Let God bless them and their families. ❤️
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