If I delete any topics I made, please know that I take them down because I don’t want to remember it, or anyone else.

Thank you.

I hate myself, I hate the things I do, I hate who I am.

I wanna change, but I can’t do it.
I know my mom doesn’t see me as a walking burden, but I think the opposite.
I rot in my bed, drinking till my blood is a black, fizzy, tar substance.
I don’t catch up on anything, and I’m too lazy to do so.
I wish I went missing and never found.

I wish I was better, but I’m not, and I might as well accept it.

Is this a little too much explosive barrels?

I feel like nobody wants to talk to me, I don’t exist to anyone or my (past) friends, and I have to accept the fact that I don’t exist here no more.

@Thetruepath ok

@LeeKnows_Fake_Eyes_ thank you for making me exist

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} I nearly burned down my grandpa‘s house once… 2 or 3 years ago-

Cursed Cucumber it’s ok tho- I’m fine with your opinion btw. This is just how I see it, so no disrespect to you for having a favorite.)

@LeeKnows_Fake_Eyes_ no, I’m saying thank you because you understood, so it felt like I exist here again.

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} I hope you feel better soon, your friend never deserved to pass away that young.

R.I.P

ɡˈʊd dˈe͡ɪ

MiƨƨYoυ I hope she’s ok

𝓑𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓽 oh :(

𝓑𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓽 what happened to duchess?

If I delete any topics I made, please know that I take them down because I don’t want to remember it, or anyone else.

Thank you.

I hate myself, I hate the things I do, I hate who I am.

I wanna change, but I can’t do it.
I know my mom doesn’t see me as a walking burden, but I think the opposite.
I rot in my bed, drinking till my blood is a black, fizzy, tar substance.
I don’t catch up on anything, and I’m too lazy to do so.
I wish I went missing and never found.

I wish I was better, but I’m not, and I might as well accept it.

Is this a little too much explosive barrels?

@LeeKnows_Fake_Eyes_ no, I’m saying thank you because you understood, so it felt like I exist here again.

@LeeKnows_Fake_Eyes_ thank you for making me exist

I feel like nobody wants to talk to me, I don’t exist to anyone or my (past) friends, and I have to accept the fact that I don’t exist here no more.