Sometimes, my working becomes to overthinking, and (kinda) addicting. Not worrying about anything.
And when I try to take a break. I end up like Iβm not doing enough work to make my 3/4 fans happy. And even If I feel like I have or havenβt done enough, I continue to overwork myself, not worrying about my mental health. Itβll also cause messing up my sleep schedule. I donβt think I get the part of βStop Overworking Yourself.β I sometimes do and donβt understand, and I do or donβt stop. Just so I can make people happy and proud of me for once. And you have most friends downplaying my shit and making fun of It, not knowing how long It took, Why I did It, and Why I am so focused on It. Iβm focused on nothing besides my work, and Itβs kinda selfish If you really think about It. Though I really care about people, It js seems like I donβt. Iβm just a little too focused on something that I feel like I need to hit the goal on. And nobody Is understanding It. They just think Iβm being childish. No, Iβm trying my hardest here. I mean, When I go out Into the REAL World, THEN Iβll have to start paying attention to my mental health, my sleep schedule, etc. But I mostly pull Almost all-nighters, and wonder why Iβm so tired. I feel like I get 1 hour of sleep. Itβs kinda unsettling & upsetting If you REALLY think hard. But until further notice, I might stop for a little and think about some stuff. Todayβs already been a drag because of this NCT shit. But anyway, Until further notice, I might stop for a little and think about some stuff.
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