hey. so i uh havent been exactly online as much recently and the other day i got sent to a mental hospital but surprisingly i only got sent there for around 24 hours - which, i thought they would have kept me longer but they didnt which really confused me. anyways, i have to take mood stabilizers and anti-depressants bc i ended up going hard ass on my mom the other day when i made the post regarding that my mom found my razor. she told me that if i ever cut again shes going to make it to where i never come back bc of how everything is. i need a place to go at this point. i dont want to call cps or have another person call them for me i just want to leave and never come back. i dont have anyone that will take me somewhere that my mom doesnt know. i cant take a flight to a different state either bc i have to be older. im just… not okay anymore and im sorry for all the people i ever was rude to or ruined a friendship over it. im sorry to all the people who hate me as well. i wish i could fix that but i dont know how so its whatever.
