Venting Session (Am I The Only One?) by K. Jay (me)
Feel like I’ve changed on y’all and for that I apologize.
I know that I can be very inconsistent at times.
One minute I’m friendly, the next I’m a prick.
I’m sorry to those of which I’ve been a dick.
Feel like I can’t keep up with life.
Everything’s moving so fast.
It just feels like the past two years
Have been moving at the speed of a minute.
Now it’s too late to finally put effort in and
I want you all to know
That I’m grateful for my ability to show
The memories of my life
And for my knack to tell stories.
Whether they be of strife
Or something really boring.
And I don’t wanna come across
As someone who really knows a lot
‘Cause I’m ‘bout as dumb as a rock.
I’m just a slut who likes boobies and cocks.
Some people say that I’m smart.
I tell ‘em “I got less brains than a Pop Tart.”
I hate it when people say I’m not dumb
‘Cause if you were me, you’d see where I’m coming from.
Please, can someone
Give me me reassurance that I’m
Not the only one
Who bitches ‘bout shit
But never does nothin’ ‘bout it?
Am I the only one
Who bitches ‘bout shit
But never does nothin’ ‘bout it?
Feel like all I ever do
Is stress myself out
Along with my family and friends too.
Inkfell, can you tell me how
You’ve put up with my shit for the past few years now?
I don’t know how anyone likes me.
I don’t know how I have friends.
I don’t know how people think I’m funny.
I don’t know when this self-doubt will end.
Do I really like guys?
I feel like do but
That could be the wool over my eyes
That’s trying to make my decisions blind!
Everytime I get the chance to unwind
And go outside
There’s always the thought in the back of my mind
That tells me that I’m
better if I just stay inside!
Feel like all I ever do is whine.
I’ve been doing it for the whole of this song’s runtime.
I sincerely apologize
If it sounds like all I ever do is bitch and cry!
I don’t want to sound needy
But I guess that’s all I can be
‘Cause it’s me.
It’s in my blood
To be a fuck up.
I’ve had enough of
Beating myself up.
I’ve been wanting to change my mindset
For the longest time but I guess that
I’m too lazy to do anything at all.
Except complain in the form of song
Rather than trying to fix my problems.
In fact, I’m the one who caused them.
Can somebody tell me how I’m
Not the only one
Who bitches ‘bout shit
But never does nothin’ ‘bout it?
Am I the only one
Who bitches ‘bout shit
But never does nothin’ ‘bout it?
This ends my venting session. Thank you for listening.
