people romanticize social awkwardness and anxiety until you genuinely dont know how to talk to other people and you’re dry and don’t talk much unless its something you’re personally interested in / want to talk about

it’s getting to the point where as much as I love talking to my friends about the things I feel like talking about and being able to share things I find funny with them, I’m starting to wish I just didn’t have any friends at all because some of them shame me for not being talkative or responding to them in the way they want, and my relatives are displaying how they don’t like me just because I don’t talk a lot in petty ways like stealing from me and not wanting to give me food so they tell everyone but me

if you dont want lame responses from me just don’t fucking talk to me, okay? I don’t ever mean to seem like I don’t care so I try to sympathize, but I actually don’t care at all and often times people start talking me when I’m doing something or want to be left alone, so not only do I just not give a shit, you’re also just pissing me off and that sometimes influences dry, short replies

ik you’ve ALL heard this song before

https://open.spotify.com/track/1De425SCFJULIHbcmeebUw?si=O2YurRjORKi_lb3Uq_2BDw

Lost in the fog
I fear that there’s still further to fall
It’s dangerous 'cause I want it all
And I don’t think I care what it costs

I shouldn’t have fallen in love
Look what it made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Fear in their eyes
Ash raining from the blood orange sky
I let everybody know that you’re mine
Now it’s just a matter of time

Before we’re swept into the dust
Look what you made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Let it all burn
Oh, I’d burn this world for you
Oh, baby, I’d let it burn
For you

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can

I wouldn’t eat if I could live off of liquid I’m such a drinkaholic I’m salivating

COME TO PAPA DIABETES!!!

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I don’t not care about any of my friends or the situations they go through, but at the same time it’s like… I’m not going through it, why do I have to give you advice? Why do I have to respond “adequately” to you? I’ll reply, let you know I listened or read what you said, but I’m not always sure how to reply, if ever.

like ok. I could just not respond to you at all. I can just fucking ignore you. seems like you’d prefer that at this point.

they got in a fight and a table fell on the grey one, who happens to be considerably smaller and more fragile, which hits her head and causes her to start seizing

they are no longer allowed to be in the same room

oh the horrors

I just realized I take all cinematic screenshots from the exact same angle and perspective 😭😭😭 ok

they got in a fight and a table fell on the grey one, who happens to be considerably smaller and more fragile, which hits her head and causes her to start seizing

they are no longer allowed to be in the same room

Artemis his name is Jax

I have to get mine removed too, lots of pain

Oh and I might throw in the several Lil Darkie songs I have in here

“So you listen to Strut, Military Fashion Show (with not heavily inappropriate but still inappropriate lyrics), Southbound, a song that has blowjob in the name, Seven Minutes in Heaven (say gex song), several other inappropriate 18+ songs… but the handful of OIIA covers and unserious beats make me believe this is for children”
Why would you even tag me as someone who listens to nursery rhymes and shit