people romanticize social awkwardness and anxiety until you genuinely dont know how to talk to other people and you’re dry and don’t talk much unless its something you’re personally interested in / want to talk about

it’s getting to the point where as much as I love talking to my friends about the things I feel like talking about and being able to share things I find funny with them, I’m starting to wish I just didn’t have any friends at all because some of them shame me for not being talkative or responding to them in the way they want, and my relatives are displaying how they don’t like me just because I don’t talk a lot in petty ways like stealing from me and not wanting to give me food so they tell everyone but me

if you dont want lame responses from me just don’t fucking talk to me, okay? I don’t ever mean to seem like I don’t care so I try to sympathize, but I actually don’t care at all and often times people start talking me when I’m doing something or want to be left alone, so not only do I just not give a shit, you’re also just pissing me off and that sometimes influences dry, short replies

ik you’ve ALL heard this song before

https://open.spotify.com/track/1De425SCFJULIHbcmeebUw?si=O2YurRjORKi_lb3Uq_2BDw

Lost in the fog
I fear that there’s still further to fall
It’s dangerous 'cause I want it all
And I don’t think I care what it costs

I shouldn’t have fallen in love
Look what it made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Fear in their eyes
Ash raining from the blood orange sky
I let everybody know that you’re mine
Now it’s just a matter of time

Before we’re swept into the dust
Look what you made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Let it all burn
Oh, I’d burn this world for you
Oh, baby, I’d let it burn
For you

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can

I wouldn’t eat if I could live off of liquid I’m such a drinkaholic I’m salivating

COME TO PAPA DIABETES!!!

they got in a fight and a table fell on the grey one, who happens to be considerably smaller and more fragile, which hits her head and causes her to start seizing

they are no longer allowed to be in the same room

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I don’t not care about any of my friends or the situations they go through, but at the same time it’s like… I’m not going through it, why do I have to give you advice? Why do I have to respond “adequately” to you? I’ll reply, let you know I listened or read what you said, but I’m not always sure how to reply, if ever.

im a merchant marine

I got school for it for 8 months and when I’m done with schooling I get on the boat for 4 months and go home for 4 months, I get paid throughout all of it, even when I’m not there working.
Obviously not all of it is just in the ocean, you use the ocean as travel to get to another country to y’know, be a merchant. Other countries have internet and service, so I’ll be good, but the main issue is being in the ocean. Got NO service out in that ho

that being said I will take pictures

Toast I’ve truly never been struck nauseous by sweet food

like a prediabetic stoner

chocolate chip marshmallow cookie sandwich

yes, I did put marshmallows in between two cookies and microwave it so it was so soft it required a spoon for consumption

I just burnt my thumb while making tea fuck you hot liquid

the audacity on you to cool down quickly when hot or warm but spend hours cold

spend hours hot you motherfucker I dont want to reheat you 3 times an hour

not even mentioning the fact that the government wouldn’t let that shit slip out if they did 😭😭😭

and this only really TRULY pisses me off because when I mentioned the Kai thing to my boyfriend, didn’t even say I thought it was real, he clowned on me for believing in it when I never even implied I did

then he brings up this fuckin goober and argues with me because he thinks its real and leaves call with me after 5 HOURS OF CALLING not because he’s tired of talking but because I said that shit isn’t real and he wants extra attention

like do you truly believe the government gives a shit about them, or even enough to “clone them” 😭

why are you attention posting as one of the most famous people on the planet

“if I ever post something weird in the future, its not me!!! the government actually highly regards me and thinks of me very highly and importantly so they cloned me!!!” and makes the most obviously suspicious and easily fake-able video ever and posts it 3 days directly after saying it

your args aren’t cute or cool they’re overused, kai’s doing it as we speak FGTeeV, you don’t need to hop on the fake horror trend

lil_sillyz enticing others to commit self harm is a crime, please don’t let your friend get herself in legal trouble