I’m really sorry for the both of you. But please, to you both, similar to what @Duchess said, online relationships seem much more real in the mind than they actually are. Don’t get me wrong–it’s fine to date online. But please, don’t give up life just because of something online. I know this feeling. It’s more painful than fuck, but keep pushing forward and you can get through it.
I wish the best for both of you, Shadow and @Izzy.