i am like literally sick but have to go to school bc im “not doing good” in my classes, my mom says a b- isnt good enough and my fucking principal says if i fail 1 more class i should just drop out. talking to people is just like no, even online lately, theres only one person i can talk to without crying. i cant do one of the things that calms me cuz im a month sober, ill get mad at myself. the past 2 days ive been on fortnite so much bc doing the quests make me feel like i can do anything. and everyone else is asleep right now, but not me, im struugling to breathe and focusing on the pretty lights above my bed.
