@Vampire-Prince-Cyx I see what you mean. I’ll be honest, I have a level of distrust in males, but. Only because I feel like most act the same (only looks for pictures and manipulates you to think you’re spscial when your’re just one of many side people they have while flirting with many other people at once). But I know that’s not everyone. Not all guys are bad. I don’t know what you’ve experienced, but not all guys are bad. I hate that guys have a bad rap for being pervs…
I used to trust one guy on the face of this planet. My discord friend. And I felt like that was enough. It was. I didn’t care about trusting anyone else. Let alone guys. But I met Tree and much later on, I met Shazz and I think my faith has been restored a bit. I didn’t have any weird encounters with guys irl, but. I knew this one guy online that shook everything up for me. I trusted absolutely no one but that one friend I had. I learned not all guys want to use you. Not all guys are bad guys. I can’t change your weird experiences with the current people in your life, but I hope you don’t have to continue to feel uncomfortable.