sigh…
I got caught in the ultra mega skiba rizzler 8x 4k chat… I’m sorry…
I love him<3
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RE: RYLIE'S A BUFF, SWEATY, FEMBOY CONFIRMED?!?!?!?!
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Im actually just... Done.
Everyone fucking leaves and you know, lately I haven’t gave a fuck but it kinda hurts knowing I don’t have anyone there for me. It hurts knowing that I get used. It hurts knowing that I’m never good enough. It hurts me so fucking much that I give so much for people just for everyone to treat me like shit and to treat me like I’m s ghost. I was okay… I was really fucking okay… And now I’m self-harming almost everyday in the same places, I’m crying every night because of the pain, and my head is hurting. I just want someone that actually cares to tell me it’s okay. I just want ONE person to ACTUALLY love me. I just want me back. I don’t want to end up ending everything. I’m scared. I hate this.
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Take your time - Sam Hunt | Lyrics (vent?)
This is kinda pointed to my boyfriend (even though he wont see this) due to me literally overthinking all the time and I’ve been kinda annoying recently. I kinda just want someone to love me for me at this point. I just want him to love me.
I don’t know if you were looking at me or not
You probably smile like that all the time
And I don’t mean to bother you but
I couldn’t just walk by
And not say hiAnd I know your name
'Cause everybody in here knows your name
And you’re not looking for anything right now
So I don’t wanna come on strong
But don’t get me wrongYour eyes are so intimidating
My heart is pounding but
It’s just a conversation
No, girl, I’m not wasted
You don’t know me
I don’t know you but I want toAnd I don’t wanna steal your freedom
I don’t wanna change your mind
I don’t have to make you love me
I just want to take your timeI don’t wanna wreck your Friday
I ain’t gonna waste my lines
I don’t have to take your heart
I just wanna take your timeAnd I know it starts with hello
And the next thing you know you try to be nice
And some guys getting too close
Trying to pick you up
Trying to get you drunkAnd I’m sure one of your friends is about to come over here
'Cause she’s supposed to save you from random guys
That talk to much and wanna stay too long
It’s the same old song and dance but I think you know it wellYou coulda rolled your eyes
Told me to go to hell
Coulda walked away
But you’re still here
And I’m still here
Come on let’s see where it goesI don’t wanna steal your freedom
I don’t wanna change your mind
I don’t have to make you love me
I just wanna take your timeI don’t have to meet your mother
We don’t have to cross that line
I don’t wanna steal your covers
I just wanna take your timeI don’t wanna go home with you, woah-ooh-oh, oh
I just wanna be alone with youI don’t wanna steal your freedom
I don’t wanna change your mind
I don’t have to make you love me
I just wanna take your timeI don’t wanna blow your phone up
I just wanna blow your mind
I don’t have to take your heart
I just wanna take your timeNo, I ain’t gotta call you baby
And I ain’t gotta call you mine
I don’t have to take your heart
I just wanna take your time