꧁「✦𝚉𝚎𝚙𝚑𝚢𝚛𝚊 𝚈𝚊𝚛𝚊✦」꧂ said in [[Cozy-talk]] ~ Art advice I hate when People give.:
Fixes Art*
YES. I HAAATE THIS.
꧁「✦𝚉𝚎𝚙𝚑𝚢𝚛𝚊 𝚈𝚊𝚛𝚊✦」꧂ said in [[Cozy-talk]] ~ Art advice I hate when People give.:
Fixes Art*
YES. I HAAATE THIS.
I say, look at BABYMETAL [It's a SubGenre of metal, argue with the wall.]
I wish I left my old friend group's faster. I also wish I had taken care of myself more
You got blood on your hands
How do you plead?
Boy, it’s like treason, how you treated me
It’s eight Mondays in a row, nine days of the week
These tantrums been old
All bitter, no sweet
You’re killing my vibe
In ways words cannot describe
But I’ll try, I’ll try
You put the “over” in lover, put the “ex” in next
Ain’t no “I” in trouble, just the “U” since we met
'Cause you’re toxic, boy
I ain’t even gotta try to find the
G-O-O-D in goodbye
You put the “over” in lover, put the “ex” in next
Ain’t no “I” in trouble, just the “U” since we met
'Cause you’re toxic, boy
I ain’t even gotta try to find the
G-O-O-D in goodbye
I would take a bullet for you just to prove my love
Only to find out you are the one holding the gun
I’m just tryna get focus
Take some time for me
People started to notice all the shit you couldn’t see
You put the “over” in lover, put the “ex” in next
Ain’t no “I” in trouble, just the “U” since we met
'Cause you’re toxic, boy
I ain’t even gotta try to find the
G-O-O-D in goodbye
You put the “over” in lover, put the “ex” in next
Ain’t no “I” in trouble, just the “U” since we met
'Cause you’re toxic, boy
I ain’t even gotta try to find the
G-O-O-D in goodbye
You’re killing my vibe
In ways words cannot describe
But I’ll try, I’ll try
You put the “over” in lover, put the “ex” in next
Ain’t no “I” in trouble, just the “U” since we met
'Cause you’re toxic, boy
I ain’t even gotta try to find the
G-O-O-D in goodbye
G-O-O-D in goodbye
For me, it's never been easy too forgive people, I tend too hold grudges against people for quite a while. Its usually too please people [I'm a major people pleaser]
I'm Amniverted but more on the introverted side .
@Cawwie According too the Doctor, I have Bulimia[??]
Recently, I was working on how much I can eat before my stomach makes me throw it up, I was eating pretzels I had gotten a couple days ago when my sister came in and started calling me fat because I was eating a big bag of pretzels.
She knows I have problems eating, so the fact she even tried too argue with me when I yelled at her about it is rather insulting but I'm not that surprised considering me and her have always been at each others throats.
Recently, I was in a car accident about almost a week ago, I kinda hoped I would have been killed in that car accident, I can't deal with all the self-hatred, the negativity from home, school, etc. There's only a few people who can make me better without having too make me feel invalidated about my feelings.
I've attempted three times and all we're unsuccessful. Why can't I just be myself without having too feel like I need too watch what I say, what I wear or eat 24/7?
This year and 20234 have been absolute shit and I genuinely just wanna go back too drugs, but then I'd cause extra trouble that nobody nor myself need.
Too many negative things have happened and I don't know how much I can take anymore.
I hate my body with a burning passion. I hate how chubby my stomach looks, so I try to hide it by eating less, wearing baggy/oversized clothing or just sucking it in. I can barely eat without throwing it all up or just barely touching my plate. I hate how I have to cover my mirror sometimes when the hate gets too much for me, it just shows how insecure I am. My mom always tells me how I should look and be more feminine, why am I so pathetic and insecure that I can't do one simple thing? Why can't I make her proud for once?
I'm a disappointment to her and everyone else.