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      A Former User
      last edited by A Former User

      Date: 5/12/22
      Name: Haven.

      @Bheese-Has-Removed-everyone
      @Depression-Anxiety-Therapy
      So, today, my mom got mad at me for bringing my earbuds (that she didn’t pay for) to school. It was a birthday present. She said, “Since You be sneaking around this tells me that you’re a piece of shit.” She threw my earbuds out the car window. The whole 10-minute car ride home I was telling myself not to cry. as I’m writing this I am about to cry. But I’m composing myself. She wants me to behave so I will not speak or show bright emotions towards her. I can’t seem to impress her Even with passing 70+'s as my grades. I feel that all she’s after are A’s and B’s.

      She has called me horrible names like,
      “Baby back bitch”
      “Stupid”
      and
      “Fucker”

      But none were as bad as today. calling me a piece of shit.

      She said that I wouldn’t get anything extra and to forget about getting any presents. And I need to pay for my own food. Before she went upstairs she said, “Oh, and send dad some money so he can get you food.” I only have a few bucks so It wouldn’t be enough for anything but some 6 piece Nuggets from Mcdonald’s. She Is really testing my sanity right now and I want to die. She is the worst mother.

      If I don’t reply in 3 weeks, I’m either dead or Slowly emotionally dying in this Household.

      I’m never good enough.
      I never impress her.
      I’m weak.

      this is my goodbye.

      If I have time another day I will send my diary entries about my childhood and about how I’ve been emotionally abused here since I was 10.

      Hope_London_H ? ꧁Your Local Lesbian꧂꧁ ? KayaRoseWhoK 11 Replies Last reply Reply Quote 3
      • Hope_London_H
        Hope_London_ 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉. @A Former User
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        @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo Hey kiddo, Look things might be rough right now but remember, there is always someone willing to help you in the end.

        "You’re never alone in this world"

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          A Former User @Hope_London_
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          @DameionLeingh You’re just saying that In pitty. I’m not in a good situation cause the person I grew up with all my life, the person who raised me is stabbing me in the back over some FUCKING GRADES

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            A Former User @A Former User
            last edited by A Former User

            @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo o…
            oh no… im sorry about your mom and i honestly wish i could help… i really hope you dont hurt yourself. your stronger than what your mom thinks you are and your an amazing person as well. i really hope shes just mad and not actually meaning anything that she has said. and honestly my grades are bad too, im surprised my mom hasnt told me that tbh.

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            • Hope_London_H
              Hope_London_ 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉. @A Former User
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              @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo look…I feel for you I do…and no human being should have to go trough anything that you’re going through…

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                A Former User @A Former User
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                @RyLIE-DND My mom hates me. even when I want to have a bond with her she just has something to say about me. and My grades as a HIGH SCHOOL student are ass. and If I don’t pass I’ll need to repeat.
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                  A Former User @A Former User
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                  @RyLIE-DND Where I live 75 and above is passing

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                    A Former User @A Former User
                    last edited by

                    @RyLIE-DND My mom wants me to get all 100’s By the end of this week.

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                    • Inkfish 72I
                      Inkfish 72 Musically Oriented People @A Former User
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                      @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo those are kinda bad grades tho

                      wassup nerds

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                      • Inkfish 72I
                        Inkfish 72 Musically Oriented People @Inkfish 72
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                        @Inkfell-72 except the one 100

                        wassup nerds

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                        • Hope_London_H
                          Hope_London_ 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉. @A Former User
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                          @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo Oh wow, well i may not be your parent, but I’m honestly proud of the fact that your working so hard!

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                            A Former User @Inkfish 72
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                            @Inkfell-72 That’s P.E Ofc I’d get a 100.

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                              Inkfish 72 Musically Oriented People @A Former User
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                              @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo ehhhhh i’ve seen lower than an 100 in gym

                              wassup nerds

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                              • Hope_London_H
                                Hope_London_ 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉. @A Former User
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                                @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo Well, try your best, and if its not up to her standards, and you still get good grades, at least you tried.

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                                  A Former User @A Former User
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                                  @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo dude you wanna see my grades?
                                  mine are horrible.
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                                  ^ yes i redid french again even tho i know most shit
                                  not gonna show my 4th hour
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                                  im failing every class bro ong

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                                    A Former User @Hope_London_
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                                    @DameionLeingh Well In her head I didn’t try hard enough.

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                                      A Former User
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                                      I know how you feel man, and I understand that you may feel it won’t get better.
                                      I don’t know if it gets better either, but promise me you’ll stick around to see if it does. I’ll be right here with you, even if you aren’t online.
                                      Good luck.

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                                        A Former User @Hope_London_
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                                        @DameionLeingh I need to be a passing student.

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                                        • Hope_London_H
                                          Hope_London_ 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖉. @A Former User
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                                          @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo You do try hard! You are doing amazing!

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                                            A Former User @A Former User
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                                            @Your-Local-Non-Binary-Kiddo … And if you need any help with homework, talk to me.

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