To all of you. I'm sorry.
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I haven’t been okay for weeks. I haven’t been able to do anything for weeks. I’ve been stuck. I’ve been suicidal… I’ve been stuck with my relationship, with my schoolwork, with simple everyday things, like eating, getting out of bed. I’ve been stuck. I’ve been lost and I can’t do anything about it. I feel bad for my friends, watching me suffer every day. Watching their friend lose himself. My 7th grade friends, who dont understand why I act like this, my 6th grade friends, who just think it’s a bad day. My own grade friends (8th). Who know, but can’t help me, who know and beg for me to talk, but don’t know what to do. My girlfriend, who tries her hardest to help me, who tries to be there because she hasnt been cause of her sickness and mental health, who wants to help me, who cries cause im stuck, who wishes id get help, who wishes id at least be saved before all this, who wishes she could hold me to sleep. Worries for me… begs for me to talk to her. My online friends, who talk with me, who RP with me to help me feel better, who ask and ask, who care. My dad, who checks for sh, making sure his daughter isn’t going back to that mentality, trying to help me, asking me if Im okay… I love you all. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I can’t be okay, and haven’t been. You all watching me suffer. I’m sorry, that it’s hard for me. :(
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Woah woah, slow down there. No one is mad at you. It’s quite the opposite, we care about you. We want you to feel loved because you are. Times have been tough for a lot of people, your not alone. I know distractions only help for a tiny bit but at least its something. Fidget toys, journaling, drawing, listening to music and other things might help. Screaming into your pillow helps too. And if people judge you, scream at them. They dont matter! Only you do. Take some time and think about yourself, not others, just you. We want you to be okay. If you arent, thats okay too. You will be loved either way, no matter what happens. You are a beautiful kind spirit! If you need anything, we’re here :P
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@Knoxzee no I know no one’s mad at me, I’m just saying that im sorry everyone has to watch me suffer and break, and not be the same bubbly happy person I was two weeks ago. I know you guys care about me, and I thank you for that… also, I kinda gotta be here for people. It’s my job, to help people and be here for people. Like I always have been
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@Knoxzee
That’s right. #StayStrong
#BringingThisCommunityTogether
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx I know some of us have been concerned about what’s been going on with you lately, and I know you don’t necessarily want anyone to spend their time worrying about you, so it’s natural to feel sorry, but you shouldn’t really be sorry because we’re here - we’ve always been here and we do understand your struggles. We’d want to know if you’re doing alright rather than leaving you be, ultimately leaving you to worry about how you may be affecting us.
It’s okay to reach out to any of us - if you don’t want us to watch you suffer, then reaching out and talking about it more, at your own pace, will lessen that feeling you have.
I know it’s hard for you - I’ve looked into your past vents and I truly understand the causes in which you’ve been trying to bypass your situations. We aren’t mad at you or anything, so don’t worry about that :)
I’m more than sorry about everything that’s been going on. We love you - we’d rather check up on you to know ways in which we can help. Don’t be sorry
◞ 🎶 If words fail, music speaks! 🎶
𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥! - Gumball -
@Vampire-Prince-Cyx it ain’t your job. We all greatly appreciate it but you are in NO way obligated to do that for people. don’t feel like you are forced to or need to. we love ya <3 this place wouldn’t be the same without you
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Like seriously, Cyx, these 2 over here helped me through some tough stuff last night
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@I_Løve_Zøf Uh hi zof.
dms
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@Michi4959 that’s ttp, I’m zof lol
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@I_Love_Ttp yeah i get that now
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Shazz_ I always try to talk to people. While it does help my situation just worsens. But I understand, I’m trying my very best to not only help myself but also help others. Like Ttp said though, it isn’t my job and I shouldn’t feel obligated. Thank you both by the way. For caring about me. I say that a lot to people. “Thank you for caring”
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx >:( ARE YOU IN A BAD MOOD?!!?!??!!?
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@XxGalaxyDropxX yeah
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx NO, NO NO NO, THERE ARE NO BAD MOODS IN FORUM YOUNG MISTER, YOU ARE GOING TO JAIL /j (I only do this to cheer up other people sorry if it didn’t help)
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@XxGalaxyDropxX 💀💀💀
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx my bad I forgor 💀
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx I KNOW, I ACT LIKE CRAP.
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@XxGalaxyDropxX no ur okay dw
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@Vampire-Prince-Cyx Lol
