To the people I hate
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Harley nope <33
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ik 2 of them
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i wonder if im one of them
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@rylie-is-hot-duh nope, I luv ya
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@Cyx love you too pookie/bestie
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@Cyx I think i know who u are talking abt on that one.
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@1zzylmao yep
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I will not announce who I am talking about on any of these. But if youâd like to know just dm me. I wonât announce on the public post.
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@Cyx i would like to know.
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@Cyx I didnât mean to do that lmfao
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@Cyx huh?
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@Cyx oh lmafo
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- I hate you ma. I hate the fact that you make me love you because your my mother and id feel guilty if I didnât. I hate the fact you screamed at me for needing help. I hate the fact that you told me âyou gonna show off your ____ like a trophy at school?â When I walked in with more. I hate the fact you trauma dumped on me when I was sobbing over nearly having lost my lover. I hate the fact you make me uncomfortable, call me sexy, call my body lovely, allow my brother to get me saying heâs just my brother, allowing him to do the uncomfortable shit he does to me cause itâs âfunnyâ. I hate you. I hate the fact you hit my dad and made everything out to be his fault. I hate the fact you guys havenât divorced yet. I hate the fact you blame me for everythingâŠI hate the fact that when I tell you you do something wrong you donât listren and instead get defensive. I hate the fact that âyou canât be suicidal because your cousins have it worseâ. I hate you ma. I hate you⊠I hate all the trauma you gave me. The fear I had in my eyes when I saw you nearly end your life. I hate the fact that I was only 4 and I couldnât even cry and I had to hide my feelings. I hate the fact I learned the wrong love⊠Horny love. At a young age. I hate you ma.
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i hope iâm not one of those people
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@Cyx said in To the people I hate:
- I hate you for the fact that you glorify trauma and self harm. Triggering those who open up to you, triggering those who just want to check in, triggering everyone because you think itâs funny as shit, you think everyoneâs gonna be like ârelatable bestieâ no, you fucking coward⊠You wanna glorify something? Howâs about you glorify your mistakes and own up for once, instead of throwing people who care about you away, pushing those who love you further and further, because you just want attention. You just wanna be that quirky emo kid that everyone dates but leaves because no one can stand how much of a fucking burden and trigger you are. I was nearly brought to tears because of what youâve done, and I loved you I really did, but what you did wasnât okay⊠Why would you ever do something like this to me. I hope you suffer.
I have a slight feeling this one was be but I could be wrong.
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@Calistaa youâre not
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Dayumm, someoneâs resentful
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Sapphire!!! oh fuck yeah.
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@Cyx I mean how would you feel if everyone in your life fucking ruined you?
