Y'know, I'm more likely to kill myself than a different person.

[A Former User]

I walk into my dad’s room like 10 minutes after he asked me to come in to rub his back and the first thing he says to me when I sit down is;
“What the fuck do you want now?”
I literally came in here for his benefit. He said it in such a mean way, too. So then I leave and say “Oh so now you don’t want me here? K then, bye.”

So then he tells me to go to bed early and he takes my things. Now I hear him making fun of me.

Some things I’m hearing him say:
“Worthless fucking child”
“Such a fucking idiot, that’s why you failed 2 easy classes”

Now I hear him talking about me to someone else. Just leave me the fuck alone, why can’t you? Stop going out of your way to embarrass me in front of everybody I’ll always know my whole life. I didn’t do anything wrong. Fuck you.

[A Former User]

This is why I can’t be nice to anybody. I swear everybody just hates me. :(

[A Former User]

Not to mention he’s still ranting about how I wasn’t a planned birth. I fucking know, asshole. Stop.

[A Former User]

just because I went to the bathroom for a few minutes.

Y’all, I’m actually having a hard time using the bathroom lately. I can’t fucking piss when I need to piss. So this isn’t fair for him to treat me like this for taking too long. It’s not my fault you forgot I came into your room to rub your back. :(

[Shazz_]

@513 Hm /:
I’m not sure why he didn’t want you with him if he said he needed you in the beginning - maybe he had forgotten after those 10 minutes. Does he forget often?
I’m sorry it seems like he doesn’t appreciate you, but understand that you’re a bigger benefit than just to your dad alone - I know you’re an amazing benefit and blessing to your whole family. You might experience hatred for things that your dad, or anyone else doesn’t like, but don’t let that bring you down because you have, and have already shown your amazing potential for who you are truly. :)
You’ll always be loved