This close from having an outburst 🤏

[A Former User]

@blank-two Im going to get started reading this lol

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@Duchess haha 🥲

[A Former User]

@blank-two said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

list all of the known why jesabelle is controlling me

Huh?? Like listed a whole list of why this specific demon is controling you? What in the sam hill…

[Bandit]

@blank-two …Is your mother perhaps Christian?

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@InvalidBandit how did you guess? She is VERY Christian and VERY religious

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@Duchess yes. It was like one of those “5 signs your gay” videos on tiktok 💀

[Bandit]

@blank-two Man, just generally I hope that things get better for you, because nobody really deserves to be in a situation like that and have that kind of relationship with their mother

[A Former User]

@blank-two said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

and not around my dad.

WHOA She’s THAT strict about clothes? Why is she even worried about your dad being scandalized by her own child. It’s not like you were trying to groom/flirt with him XD That’s so demented!

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@InvalidBandit :p thank u

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@Duchess fr! She also doesn’t want me to wear a lot of make up like in my face reveal I just posted. She wants it natural and shii.

[A Former User]

@blank-two Well, Im Christian too so I get wanting your child to be modest and be educated about the dangers of demons and stuff… But I can see how insulting it is to have your own mom think you had been influenced by this demon.

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@Duchess yeah… Even though she’s the one obviously being a manipulative being.

Did you read the part where I said that she gaslit me then she admitted it? Like bruh

[A Former User]

@blank-two said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

even though she wants me to be someone else who I’m not.

Yeah, she wants you to change, that’s the thing. But she wants you to basically act like you’re changing to who you “actually are.”

[A Former User]

@blank-two I haven’t gotten to that part yet. Let me read see though

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@Duchess couldn’t have said it better myself

[A Former User]

@blank-two said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

It’s just you that is stopping your self.

Okay. I’ve heard this darned quote before and it makes me very upset. Are you really the one stopping yourself from doing things? I mean. Seriously. Are you? Honestly, telling your kid they’re the one stopping themselves from doing anything…it sounds awful :( People would only say that if they didn’t like how your currently living your life

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@Duchess true 😌

[Ayari]

wow… coming from a christian household i know how u feel. when me and my uncle came out, my mother didnt like it and would force us to read the bible and say how god doesnt like the lgbtq+ community and how they are all going to hell for what they are doing. when shes mad at me, she would talk about how im just a part of that community who is “confused” and needs to be set on the right path. ur mother is like my mother but x10 worse. when i had my phone she would send me videos of christian pastors and how being a part of the lgbtq+ community is wrong and that i will die because of my sins. it hurts, indeed it does. but u live ur life the way u want to. although thats family (i dont know how old u r), ur still able to make a choice and be happy. no one should make u feel bad for the way u are being treated. ur parents have lived their life and they are happy. its time for u to do the same. dont listen to them. do what u want unless its bad for u. u deserve better and i hope it gets better.

[A Former User]

@blank-two said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

1 documentary and 1 church video for 3 hours I sat there. on the floor. For three hours.

I don’t care what the intent is. To help you or what. But that sounds abusive. And it makes me mad because these are the Christians people are calling 'indoctrinators" :(

[Bandit]

🪐𝙰𝚢𝚊𝚛𝚒💫 Damn, how come you guys get the super-strict bad Christian parents? I grew up in a Christian household too, but they aren’t that extreme. I feel so sorry for you!