fucking hate my life.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

im not gonna lie to you, right now i hate my life. my parents are being dickheads, my band directors being an asshat, my geometry teacher is a raging racist and guess what? he called me the fucking n word in class today. i’ve had a horrible month and im so tired of hearing “god puts his strongest soldiers through the hardest tests” this is why i cant be friends with some christians. just fucking support me and tell me its gonna be okay or some shit but i just i cant i really cant with this shit anymore. it’s making me want to go back to sh and i’ve really been trying and im proud of myself that i havent yet but im getting really close but uh, the first step is to get help so here i am, im just letting how i feel out and my mental state is shit. im in the most toxic household ever, with people who dont understand me at all. like yesterday was my dish night, i took a nap because im FUCKING TIRED. and they yelled at me and said “we’re all tired”. im stressed out, smiling through it because when i cry it makes me weak. i just, i can’t anymore. like i usually have my shit together, i come off as a very put together individual but its all a facade. im not. i really am not.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

anywayyy enjoy your night luvs <333

[Infina-Phoenix]

@finneass Therapist, now.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx i have one actually.

[A Former User]

@finneass why don’t you get your teacher sued or fired? Tf kinda school can you be in where your teacher can just be racist and no consequences come his way

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@Hexed-To-Death they dont care lmao

[A Former User]

You know I’m right here for you. I’ll get you through whatever it is you need ❤️

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@Thetruepath I know hun, its just hard thats all.