Lol imma just type stuff I can't process

[asher.dean.in.space]

BOTH of my parents have decided to show up in my life at the same time and my mom’s always off and on so like yeah I knew she would at some point, but like my dad??? And like I want him in my life, but what if he’s homophobic, what if he’s transphobic? He said he has an apartment in *****, but he didn’t say the city in ***** or the state hours away. Does he expect me to be comfortable going back to the hours? The Tuesday Thursday and every other weekend? Do I want to go even? What if everything is different? what if it’s the same? Do I want it to be different? I don’t even know at this point…

[asher.dean.in.space]

I’m crying over this now, how sad/sar