I'm back.
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Hey guys, been a while.
I’ve been what some would call, “displaced” or harshly, homeless. It’s been a minute since I’ve been on this sight, I’ve seen a lot, done little, but here’s a mental of my situation!
I hate myself, I hate my sole existence, everything I’ve ever loved is stripped down to barely anything, I wanted to love my mom, be with her, love her like any child should, but then my mom lost feeling for my dad, and chose a new path, this one being more different. Nobody should ever have to sleep on a floor because they have to, but enough of that. I haven’t been to school in a while, so that brings things to light, and while I was in the library, waiting for the shelter to open, my dad pops up, yelling and getting mad at everyone, the library stared at me like I was some sort of creature, which made me upset, and then after a long ride of constant shitting on my mother, I broke. I cried in the bathroom for a good 20 mins, wanting to end it all and leave without a trace, I cried, and cried and cried, but I had to put the same face i always put up every day in order to go back, so I did and here we are.
Love you guys! Cya sooner or later today
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector i forgot about you
but i’m glad ur back
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector welcome back blud
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Nice to see you again. Long time no see. I pray things get better as soon as possible. I dont wanna see someone go through such things in a harsh manner.
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector Oh my gosh, that’s terrible. Im really glad you were able to reach back out to us. I dont know first hand, but im sure divorced parents are hard to live with. That is a lot to take in. Im at least very glad you’re not on the streets. Do you guys have plans how to get back on your feet or not yet?
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@Duchess I kinda do, but big plans take plenty steps so meh
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector It does. Just hold onto the hope. It might take a long time to get things back together, but it will happen eventually.