i think im getting to a point of where im okay

[finn.in.outer.space.]

2023 was a fucked up year to say the absolute least, started high school, tried to find my way as a leader, lost my grandma, stressed myself out over grades, was in a fairly fucked up relationship for awhile, i went through suicidal thoughts a lot after i lost my nana in general. i kind of just pushed everyone away when i know i shouldn’t have because i have trust issues and issues leaning on the people that are there, i’ve just been through a lot related to trust (abusive relationship, my parents). nearly lost my best friend last year, but he’s better now and i’m glad he is. honestly, these past 2 weeks, i’ve been better than ever. like, my meds are kicking in, my anxiety’s finally calming down, i think im finally starting to get some general closure on the stuff with my nana, im genuinely fine when i tell people i am at this point, and i guess it may not mean a lot to you guys, but i haven’t been this happy and stable for this long consistently since i was 10. im 15 turning 16 this year. thats a long ass time. and im glad i am where i am tbh, but yeah thats all

[A Former User]

You’re doing great! Keep it up!

Oh lord this sounds generic 😓and it doesn’t really get across what I wanted it to, I’ll try to figure out what that was.

[zofya]

@finneass I’m glad that you’re doing better and I hope that you keep feeling happy <3

[A Former User]

@finneass It’s nice to know that there is living proof that life truly does get better. It’s not something that only takes a few youtube tutorials on how to heal or be more confident in yourself. Im glad you’re doing better.