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Thanks, i guess. This… i guess this is really the only safe space i can go to to actually talk and not bottle everything up. Its frustrating how everytime i try to talk in front of everyone, I end up either 1) saying too much or too little, 2) having outbursts of anger, or 3) just being completely void of everything. When I’m 18 (hopefully) i can escape this hell hole and actually live my life without my mom and dad weighing in on it.
Thanks for the support guys.
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@redruby Aw, well. Of course :) Whatever you need, we’re here for you. I’m glad you have somewhere you can seek refuge in the craze of the world around you. Stay strong, queen :3
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@Duchess
Thank you Duchess.
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don’t worry red i care about u for real and i would love to be your friend
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if thats alright with u
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UPDATE
I got Christmas vacation back, but no actual Christmas. When i asked they said lazy good for nothing sluts don’t deserve Christmas. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! I am SO DONE with my family. They treat me like a piece of garbage which, in reality, i am. I wish i was dead. That way, both my parents would be happy and they wouldn’t have to deal with me, and i wouldn’t have to deal with their BULLSHIT ALL THE FUCKING TIME!
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@redruby Oh my goodness… darling you do deserve Christmas. :( This breaks my heart. I’m so sorry… you are in such a bad place right now… I can’t believe how abusive your parents are. You don’t deserve this. This actually disgusts me on the inside and out. I’m so sorry you have to deal with those scums!
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thanks, i guess. i just don’t understand why they treat me this way! just put me up for adoption and have another child! why does everyone hate me? is this really all my fault?
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@redruby Oh my gosh… :( Yknow. I can’t stop you from feeling that was, and I won’t try to stop you from saying these things. I’d feel / say the same. Just… gosh, I don’t even know. I’m so sorry you have to deal with this. I wish there was something I could do for you. Genuinly
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shoot u know what ill just take u as meh own child bc i care about u as much as i care about everyone else
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yes im for real i care about u
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@redruby Yes, of course. I have a very special place in my heart for people I know online. You’re sitting right there. If you feel like no one loves you, just know I do. Pip pip love. I am hear to listen to what you have to vent about any time.
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pip?
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gurl do u have to go pee pee not hipm pip
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@alexandrite Uh. Yknow. “Pip pip”. It means cheer up :) But I mean that loosely…
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oh
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y’know i haven’t had alot of people in my life say they actually care about me. this is a surprise but i’m sure, sooner or later, that you guys will pull off your disguises and say it was all a ruse
But at least now, i have, even if it’s false, the comforts of having friends -
we all love u ruby
