My Honest Poem

[joe_shmoe3491]

My Honest Poem by Joseph
I was born on November 3rd; that makes me a scorpio
I don’t really know how a scorpio relates to me
I’m too young to wonder what those stupid stars mean
I like to think whether all these deities and gods are real., I don’t know how to make myself think normally
And I’m a sucker for my girl with glasses, a pretty face, and amber eyes.
I’m still learning how to act like a child
I’m often too much of an adult
I’m often told that i’m an old soul, too ahead of my generation
I was born unable to breath, and i still feel like i can’t
I like Star wars…and legos. . . a lot.
I’ve been told that I look angry from far away
People say that my eyes almost look black
Sometimes, it’s because i leave my eyes open to notice everything
Secretly, I get really nervous every time someone sees past my shield of bravado
I have this odd fascination with things like Greek mythology, and old stories
I assume it’s because i like putting myself in fantasies
That’s also why I tend to fall in love with women who have big dreams
I know it sounds crazy but i like to imagine dreams with them
And to be honest, I think it’s because i can’t really think for myself
You see, I have so many ideas and thoughts and schemes and plans in my head.
But I’m scared of how others will see my thoughts and emotions
I’m too scared to always say them
Yesterday, i told a lie, and today i wish i had told the truth
I’ve never been quiet, always needed to make my own sounds
It’s why i fall back on my instrument so much
I know this sounds weird,
But sometimes, i wonder what people say about me
I wonder if they see me as a good person
I’ve got a lot of things to tell people
I’m afraid that people will reject my thoughts
Hi, my name is Joseph
I enjoy messing around with my lightsaber
But I don’t allow myself to swing too hard
I have ADHD
I have Dyslexia
My hobbies include running, reading, making poems, and holding my girl
I don’t know much but I do know this;
I know my name and who i care for
I know my purpose on this earth

[princessleia1]

joe_shmoe3491 i love this :(

[A Former User]

I love this :)