I don't understand. [TW: Mentions of Suicide, Abuse, Self Harm, SA.]
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta Listen I know you’ve been through some BULLSHIT. I know you don’t wanna exist. But listen. I love you. I’m sure there are MANY other people who love you. I don’t know WHAT the fuck I’ll do without you. I don’t know if this will change anything but I hope you’ll read this.
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta If you never existed, I would have never known this form of happiness when I’m with you. :)
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
my dad would sit me on his lap and- have a b***** but uhm- my dad would hit my MOM and ME just cuz we were women- one time i tried to stop my dad from punching my mom i got threw on the ground- and stomped- in the face
I am Very sorry that you AND your mom would have to go through that. It must be very traumatizing for you both. I hope things get better. The hell are wrong w/most dads In the worlds?
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta nah im good i learned to eat pain
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta but i think my mom actually has ptsd from it- cuz i hear her crying every night cuz my room and her room shares a wall-
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta ngl i know one things changed- i used to suck up the pain now the pain leads to anger- WHICH actually made me put my hands on my dad once- i never got beaten since
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
i learned to eat pain
I still haven’t yet-
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real i actually had him in a tight chokehold till my big brother pried me off
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta i dont cry anymore
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
ngl i know one things changed- i used to suck up the pain now the pain leads to anger- WHICH actually made me put my hands on my dad once- i never got beaten since
I could never try to do some shit like that, even tho my pain leads to anger as well, I’ll just deal w/It because he’s so threatening-
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
i dont cry anymore
I cry ocasionally-
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta i punched his bitch ahh
he dosen’t even SPEAK to me anymore i actually think he fears me
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta oof-
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i used to have (NOT) sparring matches with 15 year old guys so-
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
I actually had him in a tight chokehold till my big brother pried me off
Damn, But He deserved that shii
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta said in I don't understand. [TW: Mentions of Suicide, Abuse, Self Harm, SA.]:
He deserved that shii
THATS WHAT IM SAYING MY MOM IS ACTUALLY MAD AT ME FOR PUTTING MY HANDS ON MY DAD AFTER HE HURT ME
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
i used to have (NOT) sparring matches with 15 year old guys so-
That took me a second to understand
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta yuh
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@Grey_From_Pokepasta_Real said in
THATS WHAT IM SAYING MY MOM IS ACTUALLY MAD AT ME FOR PUTTING MY HANDS ON MY DAD AFTER HE HURT ME
NAH, WHAT IN THE PICKING SIDES??? YOU’RE STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF BC YOU GOT HURT. AND YOUR MOM GETS MAD AT YOUR FOR THAT??? THE FUCK???
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@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta evendently a woman isn’t suppost to put their hands on a man. i sure did break THAT rule😋
