I just dont- feel like my mom gives a fuck about me.(Tw svicide mention and gr00ming mention))
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idk if that morning depression is kicking in but i noticed that my mom dosen’t pay attention to me. she pays more attention to her gf than me. I told my mom that I feel suicidal. she promised me that she’d keep that a secret…not even a week later she told my dad (who passed.
most likely burning in hell because he was a gr00mer- he gr00med me-, she told my brother, she told my school- now i dont even have the same reputation at my school as i used to. I feel like i dont matter to my mom- She always asks me why i dont trust her. She should know damn well why i dont trust her. I wouldn’t trust that bitch with my life. -
@Poptart_Yeeter She even told her fucking facebook friends this- she always says to me “oh my friends always say MY DAUGHTER IS THE BEST WHY CANT YOU BE MORE LIKE THIS GIRL” (she dosen’t support me being trans as far as she cares i’m a girl)
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@Poptart_Yeeter she even buys me dresses on purpose- She never bought me dresses until i told her i was trans-
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@Poptart_Yeeter At school nobody even speaks to me anymore. my mom made sure that everyone knows that I feel suicidal. I don’t trust my mom at all anymore. I used to trust her bitch ass with my life.
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@Poptart_Yeeter but uh im done with my little rant i just needed to vent a bit-
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@Poptart_Yeeter Actually- I dont even express my depression anymore- I just keep it in till i can’t anymore- mostly because nobody cares-
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@Poptart_Yeeter For some reason- Now that I said everything i needed to say- I feel…tired. Exausted even. Like I got rid of everything that was stressing me out even though i didn’t-
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@Poptart_Yeeter like this situation happened about 2 months ago i pushed it to the back of my mind- Now it needs to come out I’m tired of stuffing down my pain
