Bro What the actual fuck is wrong with my family.

[yangyang_x2]

So, I had this dog, Favor. And he had cancer, so he had to stay with my 3rd grandma (I’m actually finna just call her Josephine cuz I’m not even finna call her my grandma.) And then, My mom tells me. HE DIED. So Josephine had to PUT HIM DOWN. Keep in mind he was dead for SEVEN MONTHS. SEVEN FUCKING MONTHS. And I’m over here crying because I had that dog since I was 5-6. This isn’t even fucking funny. The worse part is that my mom is MAD AT ME. Because she’s comforting me. And she didn’t get the chance to read her book. Somehow that’s my fault. I didn’t even ask for the dog, but she got it anyway. And to not only give it to Josephine, but she didn’t even let us visit Josephine so we can see Favor. Even in his last fucking moments. Yet it’s my fault. I don’t wanna be associated with my fucking family anymore. Now I’m fucking unstable now. Because Favor was my mental dog. Now I’m scared for my other dog, Mochi. Even though we live with her, I’m scared she’ll die next. All of our others Didn’t survive and I’m scared that she won’t either.

It’s complicated as fuck.

[Percy 2.0]

˚₊‧꒰ა 扬扬. ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ (Twink / Frequency Core.) i’m so sorry for your loss, and i’m sorry for your situation. that was really fucked up. it’s not your fault.

[Halo]

˚₊‧꒰ა 扬扬. ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ (Twink Core.)
I’m really sorry to hear about Favor. Losing a pet is incredibly tough, especially when they’ve been such a big part of your life. It sounds like you’re dealing with a lot of emotions right now, and it’s completely understandable. It’s okay to feel sad, angry, and scared. Your feelings are valid.

It’s also really important to take care of yourself during this time. Maybe finding a way to honor Favor’s memory could help, like creating a small memorial or writing down some of your favorite memories with him. And remember, it’s okay to reach out for support as well.

As for Mochi, it’s natural to worry, but try to focus on the time you have with her now. Cherish those moments and give her all the love you can. You’re doing your best, and that’s all anyone can ask for.