Im actually just... Done.

[ry_rylie]

Everyone fucking leaves and you know, lately I haven’t gave a fuck but it kinda hurts knowing I don’t have anyone there for me. It hurts knowing that I get used. It hurts knowing that I’m never good enough. It hurts me so fucking much that I give so much for people just for everyone to treat me like shit and to treat me like I’m s ghost. I was okay… I was really fucking okay… And now I’m self-harming almost everyday in the same places, I’m crying every night because of the pain, and my head is hurting. I just want someone that actually cares to tell me it’s okay. I just want ONE person to ACTUALLY love me. I just want me back. I don’t want to end up ending everything. I’m scared. I hate this.

[Grub Bug Juice]

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘

I’m sorry you have to put up with everyone’s bullshit.