Im actually just... Done.
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Everyone fucking leaves and you know, lately I havenβt gave a fuck but it kinda hurts knowing I donβt have anyone there for me. It hurts knowing that I get used. It hurts knowing that Iβm never good enough. It hurts me so fucking much that I give so much for people just for everyone to treat me like shit and to treat me like Iβm s ghost. I was okayβ¦ I was really fucking okayβ¦ And now Iβm self-harming almost everyday in the same places, Iβm crying every night because of the pain, and my head is hurting. I just want someone that actually cares to tell me itβs okay. I just want ONE person to ACTUALLY love me. I just want me back. I donβt want to end up ending everything. Iβm scared. I hate this.
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Iβm sorry you have to put up with everyoneβs bullshit.