Rare aesthetic I guess. (suicide mention)

[Blake]

When you were forced to believe mental insanity clinics were horrible punishments for insane people all your life, you finally open up enough to your mother about your actual mental state and she threatens to send me to a clinic for my ‘own good.’ I didn’t want to be suicidal. alright? I didn’t fucking want to. I’m scared she said she wouldn’t visit me so i’d be alone. she said she’s ‘scared’ of me. I’m scared. not her. me. I’m like- shaking right now idk why but I am she’s ‘threatening’ to get me therapy. Why is mental help a fucking punishment in her eyes