So uhhh.
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To make a super long story short.
I almost lost my battle to depression and almost died because of it.
All of that happened by my own solitude and it’s just.
Idk how to feel rn but everything rn is melting my face off completely, I lost my friends, I lost my rep, I even lost the guy that kinda kinda helped me out mentally.
I have zero purpose in life and I feel like my soul is trying to rip my flesh wide open and ascend from my vessel for good.
Im trapped inside of a vessel and I want to break free from this eternal hellscape
https://voca.ro/13qFW1OauYiY (spamtrack thing I made while harnessing my psychedelic agony)
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KiwiArkavel I’m sorry that has happened I glad that you’re still here. You have so much to live for and o in life and I’m sorry you don’t see that. Ik it’s a shitty would I hate this to but we need to keep pushing no matter what. Please don’t do anything to hurt yourself, there are people here you can talk to if you need, I’m here to ❤️
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Omg twin, I’m so so so sorry that happened to you, you haven’t lost everything. You have a lot of people on here who care abt u, u have vanni, u have me, u have a bunch of people who can help u out whenever you need, (also awesome soundtrack as usual) but we care for you and you haven’t lost EVERYONE. (I’m trying my best to help u twinny I’m so sorry if it isn’t helpful :c) but I do hope you get better.
