imma just do a bite sized venting session
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i’ve been 14 for a few weeks now, but i might as well say something about my life.
i’m boring.
my life is somewhat mundane and my sense of humor is shit.
with that being said, these past 5 years have been a wild fuckin ride. i’ve been isolating myself, spending less and less time with my family, gaining a crippling r34 addiction, not doing my schoolwork, and breaking my parents trust on multiple occasions. all from ages 9 to 14.
that’s all i got for now.
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@Flip-Ditcher Listen, even though you’ve lived these 5 years of your life in which nothing good seems to come out of it, that means the rest of your life can be way different and more fulfilling. I want to ask, why are you isolating yourself, spending less time with your family? That’s the sole element of maintaining a trusting, loving life. Without spending precious time with them, there is obviously going to be a downfall of disconnection and aspects that can harm your well being.
Being boring is not something to be ashamed of. It can give you the chance to become someone that “boring” doesn’t define. I don’t think you’re boring, honestly ^^ we all have our mixed moments!
You should really maintain your relationship with your parents, even though you say you break their trusts - but what they’d really want ultimately is you. Your love, and their affection that can prove that no matter anything, just seeing you around is enough to be thankful for. Being untrustworthy isn’t permanent, but the bonds that hold you and your loved ones together are.
Super sorry, I hope you and your problems heal for the better. Have a nice day Flip <3 -
I have hurt many people including myself, I’ve manipulated others for my own gain, I haven’t talked to a kid my age irl in years, I jerk off everyday, I have a D in two classes, my brother verbally abuses me and my sister physically abuses me, and my brother has tried to sexually harass my girlfriend on multiple occasions. My parents sometimes forget I exist altogether, and have made it a running joke between them and the rest of the family. I am the running joke… and the fact that I keep trying to starve myself due to bad self-image caused by bullying at a younger age for many years due to my appearance. I know I’m going to die alone, so what’s the use of talking to others at all?
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@Flip-Ditcher dude saaaaaaaaaame (except for the r34 addiction ;-;)
i totally get it man, but you just gotta hope it gets better.
thats all ive been doing