venting ig-
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Dude Mia
I havent told anyone this but do u remember the time when I told u I wasnt ok???
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Angel mmhmm.
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The night before that day…
I attempted 2 ending my life and my memory blacked out for a while when I woke up I fucking remember I woke up 2 the brightest light and the next thing I was told was that I was in a hospital.
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I dont think yk how much I regretted trying 2 end it.
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Angel …
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i had a 3 day depression when my friend shot themself, but they were saved, woohoo
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Hun please… Don’t…
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I remember the fucking tears and sobbings of my mother that same fucking day
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Angel .
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Mia,
I know things are hard right now and I know that everything seems so painful and stressful because you don’t know what to do with life anymore. But I can already tell you this even if you don’t believe me. You are so brave. You’re braver than a lot of people I know and that’s a good thing. That’s good to be brave because that shows other people how fucking strong you are. You know what, it’s okay to cry. It’s okay to N o T be okay. And it’s okay to just stress once in a while. But you are brave and I’m so grateful that you are because not everyone else is. You’re going to be okay. It’s going to be okay. I promise you that it will.By the way… Please don’t cut yourself or even try to commit suicide. This goes to everyone else, (Including myself) that cutting yourself isn’t always the right answer. It’s not the fucking right answer at all! Because I know how it feels to be depressed. I know how it feels to be suicidal because I am. I think about killing myself every single day. I’ve been like this for about 8 years. Ever since my stepdad and my twin brother raped me. I know that’s not really venting but I’m just telling you how long I have been feeling the way most of you are feeling. And I’m so fucking sorry that you have to feel that way. You shouldn’t have to feel that way and you don’t deserve to feel that way either. But depression sucks, trust issues suck, anxiety sucks, bad memories suck, and all the things that make you so depressed! Fucking sucks. And I’m sorry for that. But I want you all (Including myself-) to look in the mirror every single day, and tell yourself that you are strong. You are strong. Even if you don’t believe it I still want you to do it because trust me… It will help. Even though none of us fucking believe that anything helps right now! Heh… But… Trust me. It will help.
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@ɱıʂɬɱıʂɬ Big faxx💙👌
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: )
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Mhm, big fax indeed