Uhm. Considering this. (Please read this its Important.)

[A Former User]

I have been feeling kind of old on this. And I think being sort of pushed out of this thing we call mpp. Plus my grades have downed lately and I thought it was this but no. I have no friends on here anymore. So I have just been thinking whats the point in being here anymore. I have tried starting over I have tried inserting myself places. I have tried and tried and I don’t think I will ever be accepted here again, if I even ever was. I know this will sound like a plead for you guys to want me to stay. But its not. Its I guess, a heads up. If one day I just simply delete my account. I know not a lot of people are online. I know not a lot of people even know me. I go by or I should say went by many names. Here are a few;

• Sage
• Hazel
• Unwanted Bitch
  And finally my real name
• Gab(riella)

I just I want to be better. And I dont think this is helping anymore. It did, people did. But then things got worse. And Im not blaming anyone but myself. This is all the effect of things I caused. And Im not ashamed. I have accepted that I am no longer welcome or welcomed here. Nor am I wanted. Hence my former name. So I hope I have atleast left some sort of footprint here. Whether it good or bad. I hope I will not be forgotten. Whether the memory be well or not. I hope someone will want me to stay. I hope my leave is worthy of a group or something like that. I just hope, someone here I guess. Appreciated me.

I know not when my leave will be. Where it be soon or later. I do know it will happen. Thankyou for reading all this.

FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT WANT TO READ ALL THAT

Im leaving. Some time.

Edit: Seeing that not many people saw it or responded lowkey just makes me want to leave more. So keep it up!! <3

[A Former User]

@Gab-Gab NOOOOOoOOoO

[A Former User]

@Angel_Dust You will be better without me.

[A Former User]

@Gab-Gab god damn it. i read all of that until it said “for people who don wanna read that” i read all of that for nothing -_-. But anyways- if u do leave ppplz will be sad :(

[A Former User]

@Izzy Well it wasn’t for nothing. I wanted everyone to read it. But I knew some people dont care. So I just summed it up.

[Shazz_]

@Gab-Gab Whether feeling new or old, everyone here at some point feels like certain things are influencing whether to do one thing, or another. Whether it is meaningfully right to do something for the sake of well-being, or otherwise. I totally understand how you feel. Seemingly trying and trying again to make something last, say, friendships, doesn’t get granted what you hoped that future to be - that can happen, and you shouldn’t be blaming it on yourself. You haven’t done anything wrong as far as I can ever tell. That’s usually one of the first things to self admit, is that the person flawed somewhere. But the reality is that we tend to depress ourselves over something that wasn’t necessarily the cause. You feel guilty, blaming this on yourself that we supposedly don’t welcome you here, but is that really true? I don’t understand what you have done for you to say that you’re unappreciated, unwelcome and unworthy.
What I sincerely wish for you though, is obviously what’s happening outside of this place - school, or anything that needs the utmost of care, should always be embraced. The internet doesn’t ever have to take you over. I respect your life and your choices, in which it may lead you towards an amazing and unforgettable destiny. One that has been recognized here, and one that will remain prominently marked forever.
A lot of us want you to stay. I want you to stay. But if you will depart, you will always be remembered. And you will be appreciated - you as a friend, and you as someone that has added to this amazing family, which will coalesce to admire what a true spirit you had amongst everybody.

I hope you understand that you are deserving of love, like everybody else.
And anything that is stopping you from succeeding, in life, or personally, shall subside, letting you find your true path.
💖