I really think most of the time no one gaf
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I honestly think people don’t give a fuck about me or forget I exist most of the time. genuinely. Like I don’t know how to- NOT feel like this. And honestly sometimes i feel like people only pay attention if I deliberately point out the fact that I’m in need of serious help or I go to them first. Sometimes it’s hard to even comprehend the fact that someone actually cares about me. All my life I’ve had people say they care then fucking- leave or just abandon me at my worst. So, honestly, yeah, I think y’all don’t give a fuck most of the time. And don’t think I’m DIRECTLY coming after those of you who DO care about me, I just don’t know how to NOT feel this way.
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@Xavier-M
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@Xavier-M oh and uh, don’t think I’m saying this just so someone will spam my dms or take pity on me, I’m just generally saying this cause- y’know that’s kinda why I’ve switched my personality to be not caring anymore. Like, if you were to know me irl, you’d think I was this happy- bold ass uncaring CUNT. But in all reality I just show that kind of side of me so people don’t- act like they care about me and then- just completely treat me like shit again. Cause it happens all the time at school, every time I cry or everytime I seem upset. :/
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@Xavier-M pookie i care about you