Venting I guess. (Also I put this as a 'Off-Topic' thing because I don't think that this is really a discussion for people who don't even like me.)
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Uhm hello everyone. I just wanted to make this post because I wanted to tell you all what has been going on with me for the past couple months. I don’t really talk to people about me but I just wanted to let you all know since some of you actually like me. Which is crazy unbelievable but I definitely take that as a compliment I guess. Anyways, I’ve been struggling with a lot of different problems later and I don’t really think that my medicine is working. Last month or so I talked to my mom about the different problems I’ve been having to deal with aka depression, anxiety, panic attacks, making myself throw up, nightmares, visions of me personally killing myself, social anxiety, suicide, and a lot more other things that I don’t really want to get into right now. Uhm anyways I just wanted to ask you all if you have some advice into helping me. I know I don’t really ask much of anything from anyone I’m more of the person that helps people and doesn’t really have these problems, but I do. I’m literally on the edge of just killing myself and I know that might sound like an excuse just to get attention but I’m not joking. Anyways uhm like I asked before, can anyone just give me some advice on trying to help me and all of my problems?..
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@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Um, I honestly don’t have great advice since I struggle with most of these myself, yet I can’t solve my own problems. But I do wanna say you’re great and amazing, with the depression part though, it isn’t permanent, I promise it’s temporary. You’ll get through this, right now you’re fighting, but I hope you will be one who comes out as a survivor in the end. -
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@Aki
Aki,
Thank you. Just by you saying that it really made me smile. Thank you. And I happy to hear you say that depression is just temporary. For about 8 years now I’ve been thinking to myself if this is going to get any better and by you saying that it will be just makes me think “whoa I should really listen to someone else then just myself.” Thank you Aki. And by the way I know this post is mostly about me and my dumbass problems but if you ever need to talk i’m always here. Same goes for everyone else. c: -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Yeah I been dealing with social anxiety for 7 years. I sometimes feel it’ll be this way forever, but I just needed to find someone who’ll help me get through this shit, and I’m grateful to have had found him, he helped me through a lot of shit, and I’m sure you’ve found or will find someone who’ll help you through this journey as well. -
@Aki
Well the one person that I actually really trust with like everything I barely talk to her. Which is kinda bs since I’m dating her so. I don’t know. Anyways thank you Aki. You really made me smile today and I try not to since I still try to hide my emotions. -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Aw. I’m glad I could make you decently happy, I’m here if you ever need anyone to talk to, I’m kinda busy but I always try to make time for my friends, and I’ll always do my best to give you time too whenever you need.
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@Cherry_Blossom
Hi uhm just to let you know for some reason I can’t see your post that you did end up posting on this one so try posting it again. My phone can be kinda dumb. I’m just waiting for school to start so that way I can actually use my chromebook and I wont have this problem – ;'/ -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Lmao. Sure.
Aw. I’m glad I could make you decently happy, I’m here if you ever need anyone to talk to, I’m kinda busy but I always try to make time for my friends, and I’ll always do my best to give you time too whenever you need.
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@Aki
Thank you. : )
Also I’m not really good at making friends since I don’t even have any really so if I somehow forget to talk to you or whatever else don’t mind that- -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Oh, okay. -
@Aki
Anyways like you said to me, im always here for you and thank you for talking to me and making my day kinda better. <3 -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away
Mhm, thank you! -
@Aki
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To be honest Rylie, I have had over 7 suicide attempts. Of course I had to talk about it and it helped a lot by talking to my therapist. I guess, the first step of figuring this out is "What is causing this?". Whether it deals with family or even yourself. Then you have to find someone you trust to personally vent to. That is what helped me. Maybe it would help you. -
@Rin
Rin,
Okay I will definitely try to do that. Thank you. -
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@Cherry_Blossom
Ah. Okay -
@ʀʏʟɪᴇ-Away A M O N G U S
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@ᴡɪʟᴅʟɪғᴇғᴜʀʀɪᴇs ;'/
