A little vent....

[A Former User]

When i lived with my bio mom it was like i was the mom. I had to take care of my sister and make dinner and help me and my sister get ready for school. My bio mom was barely home which made me grow up very fast. The reason she was like never home was bc she was either with guys or in jail for doing something stupid but would always get bailed out bc she would beg my grandpa to do so bc"her kids needed her" which is ironic bc she did nothing. When my dad found out about this ( my dad is living in pa were in nc, he doesn’t live with us bc he hates my mom) and came down and took us from our mom and we got to live with him which i was excited abt.we were with him for 2 years. But then things went south. My dad started doing drugs and he overdosed ( hes okay now) which led us back with our mom. But my mom had realized what she had done and actually became a mom. I actually enjoyed being with my mom for once. But as usual things went south again, she started doing drugs and she was caught by the police and was sent to jail for 2 years bc of possession but anyways. that meant we had to live with our grandma which is where I am currently. (all of this happened in an 8 year time frame)
But recently i found out my dad is in jail again but when he gets out hes off probation ( he has been on probation for abt 2 years now) and that means he can leave the state and come see us( i havent seen my father is 3 years . And in a letter he sent me he said when i start to get my life back together you’re coming back with me. And I don’t want that. and i dont know what to do

Sorry if this is really jumpy there is just so much more to and i dont want to write it

but yea if u read this far <3
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