Js an update on my life

[7o2_an.a]

So as you guys know I was in the hospital like 2 weeks ago cuz I was throwing up a lot and I had a lot of abdominal pain and a big headache but then I got better, and like on the 3rd say after being back from the hospital I was able to go back to school even though I wasn’t feeling completely 100%, because we were testing. Anyways, when we were heading to school my mom got a text which is this one:

(Good Morning, this is a notification from the office of student success of West prep. Ana did not present herself during her 2 detentions that were set up for this week. This is a repeated problem, and as resulted she has received an RPC. She will go back home once she finishes SBAC today and should stay a home until we pull reunite in person about this behavior. Contact us at censored number to set up a date to talk)
And okay, if I was at school those days and STILL didn’t go to detention, then I wouldn’t complain because I’d deserve the RPC, but I wasn’t even at school to even be able to go to the detention, and I explained it all to them and they said I couldn’t go back no matter what, until Monday so then I just went to my class for SBAC testing cause I was forced to, and my mom had to deal with all of that so that they’d allow me to go back to school. (The problem is resolved now)

But, fast forward to yesterday I didn’t feel good at all, I couldn’t talk right, I was tired, my stomach hurt, and then I still went to school cause I’d felt okay in the morning but throughout the day I got worse, and in 7th period I fell asleep on my friends lap and the teacher didn’t even bother me cause she was concerned at how uncomfortable and dead I looked, and at the end of the class period she asked if I was okay and I said no, and she’s like I hope you get better, and then I got home and I don’t like telling my mom when I’m sick because being a Mexican, she won’t care, she’ll just be like “Porque no te cuidas”, so I wasn’t planning on telling her but my brother got mad that I was moody and he knew I was sick and I was like bro leave me alone and he told my mom I was sick and she just got even more mad at me, and then I went to my room and I fell asleep and when I woke up I couldn’t breathe and I was throwing up and currently I am still like that, and I tried telling my mom I didn’t wanna go to school because I couldn’t breathe, and she just got mad and spent the whole morning yelling at me, and then she finally left and took my brother to school but now she doesn’t wanna see me and I still don’t feel good and like I can’t breathe and it hurts when I do and idk what to do.

[Te_amo_Angiee]

@7o2_an-a
I hope your okay ana i really do :(

[Duchess]

@7o2_an-a Woooow after all that. Your mom doesn't want to see you. That's pretty messed up.

[7o2_an.a]

Oh, I forgot to mention she thinks I’m lying because I was already hella sick two weeks earlier and she doesn’t believe I’m getting sick again, and she didn’t wanna let me not go to school because she said they’re gonna say I’m ditching or RPC me again.

[Calistaa]

Personally, if that was my mother, I'd make sure to let her know how much of a shitty parent she is. My dad's a prick, but I don't let him treat me like that. I complain and talk shit straight to his face, until I get beat the fuck up and grounded (even if I am right). >->

Really sorry about the shit you're going through. Nobody deserves a parent who acts like that. <3

[Calistaa]

And honestly? Parents who don't believe their children who say they're sick when they've shown multiple obvious signs that they are, are stupid as fuck and can go choke on a dong fork

[7o2_an.a]

@Toxica
Thank you, Anjela.

[7o2_an.a]

@Duchess
Yeah but I won’t bother her I’m just gonna try to push through with it😕

[Te_amo_Angiee]

@7o2_an-a
Anytime, Ana

[7o2_an.a]

@Calistaa I’ve told my mom about how I feel because she’s Always asked me to be more open with her and when I told her I miss when I was younger and could actually spend time with her and my dad, and be able to go out every once in a while, or just spend time together as a family, and she said that if I want to go back to living that way we’d be broke and it’s not her fault she and my dad are always working, but if that’s what I want then I’m gonna start bringing in money for us and. Just got more upset about it because she didn’t understand all I want is for us to be a FAMILY again. And she’s said a lot more shit but I won’t say it cause it’s a little too much.

[Calistaa]

Oh, wow. The fact she wants you to be open with her but lectures you when you are is terrible; that's not how parents should act. My dad's the same way, so I get it.

[Te_amo_Angiee]

@Calistaa
same :/

[7o2_an.a]

@Calistaa
Yeah, but I can’t do anything about it until I’m at least 14, I used to be a straight A student to make my mom and dad proud, to make them happy, and I was an amazing kid in elementary but then when I got to middle school I realized she’d always praise my brother even though he had some of the lowest grades in the school, and he had below average test scores, and then for me? A straight A student who was known at school for being a good student, and was even tutoring some of the kids older than me? Nothing, like once I told her about how I had the highest score in my grade which was crazy cause all of the students at my school were very smart since it was a magnet school, and all she said was oh that’s good but don’t tell me about it cause you’re doing this for you, and I don’t think she ever understood I did it to make her proud. And so when I got to middle school my grades went down to a GPA of 1.5 rn, and I talked to my mom about that she she told me she only praised my brother because he needed more help than I did. (He is older than me.) and so I just gave up on everything and that night she told me she wishes the younger Ana would be back, and what happened to her, and I told my best friend, and he said that’s fucked up because it’s as if she’s saying the me now isn’t good enough for her.

[7o2_an.a]

@Calistaa
Yeah, and I can’t do anything about it because whenever I do she tells me to leave the house, and when I do leave she goes out looking for me and brings me back and gives me a lecture for 2 hours.

[Te_amo_Angiee]

@7o2_an-a
i wish i could leave my house for a bit i can't even do that because they have me trapped in this house of terror were never togehter as a family and when we are we jus end up fighting I feel you ana i really do we all have the same problems i was having the same thing you were going thru for a week straight and my mom told me i was being a llorona i would cry on her bed telling her i was hurting i couldnt walk or breath or laugh bc it would hurt we all have bs parents

[7o2_an.a]

@Toxica
YeAh, I’m sorry,

[Te_amo_Angiee]

@7o2_an-a
Its alright

[Duchess]

@7o2_an-a If my kid was back from the hospital and was telling me they were feeling sick, I'd darn straight believe them. That's so wrong :(

[Calistaa]

Lol, I don't really do shit in general that makes my dad mad except getting emails from teachers or talking back. I'm too much of a to leave the house and go somewhere else