I shall never be stopped. (no tw on one of my songs this time?! So insane bruv.)

[A Former User]

I’m not okay
But it’s a habit
I’ll do it all again
No one else really scares me but you

I’m not fucking sane
And it’s a bandage
To make my skin stronger
Your eyes say it all say it all then im weak

Do you tell?
Or do you listen
To the voice in my head
Telling me telling me what to do

No one understands
But it’s okay
They’ll never ever listen
To all the shit I have to say

But
I’m
So tired of playing games
I’m
Not
A toy for you to hate
Don’t
Leave me here to rot in the back of your fucking discard pile

In my own bed
I lay awake
And you do feed
Into the cycle I’m going through hell

You don’t care
And that’s fair
I never expected it
But I hate that I think I’m becoming you

Don’t say
That Ill change
My name i don’t like that
The fact that you might be turning me

But
I’m
So tired of playing these games
I’m
Not
Waiting for you to pay
Dont
Play with me I’m not a chess board
Don’t leave me to rot
In the back of your discard pile

What’s my name…
What’s my face…
What’s your deal…
Do you want me…
What’s my name…
I have forgotten
Cause you’re taking
Taking over

I’m
Not
So friendly anymore
Just
Like
You, the rotten apple core
Lick
The
Dirt on the bottom of your shoe
Don’t
Leave
Me to rot in your deep blue
Sea
Of horrors don’t leave me to rot in the back of your fuckin discard pile

I know
I know
I know
But I’m scared
I’m scared
I’m scared
Cause my thoughts
My thoughts
Scream otherwise

[A Former User]

@Vampire-Prince-Cyx rapping it